Updates.. sort of.
Feb. 2nd, 2012 05:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
near_epiphanyI haven't written in forever. I still don't really want to write, but at the same time I do want to write. I think I'll face my fears today because I've been meaning to post for awhile.
First semester back at school was fine emotionally. I stayed pretty stable, but my grades weren't the best (A, A-, two B-'s). I'll try to work smarter on studying over the summer semester. Currently, I'm supposed to be on co-op, but that's still a work in progress. I have an interview tomorrow with a psychiatric hospital, which is a volunteer position of 3 days a week, 8-10 hours a day. I hope I get it. I don't think there is anyone else who wants it, so I should get it... I'm still kinda hoping for Rhode Island Hospital, but I have no idea if they're still gonna hire a second co-op student.
I'm stable and not depressed, but I'm not like happy happy. I don't know. I'm just okay. I'm usually okay. I think I've learned I have some anger issues which I'm working on dealing with. But dancing and knitting group usually make me pretty happy. I'm also trying to make board game nights more regular, which are fun, but just stressful with the providing snacks, cleaning the living room, and being a host and making sure people are enjoying themselves!
And I'm very weird lately about being alone. I constantly want people to talk to... I call my mother when I'm walking from place to place, I try to chat with people online, I'm just terrible at being like "hey, we should catch up!" to friends in real life.
Oh, exciting news! I went to an Augustana concert and it was amazingg!
First day of the year photo walk with my friend, Diana, taking a picture of me in my green tights!
First semester back at school was fine emotionally. I stayed pretty stable, but my grades weren't the best (A, A-, two B-'s). I'll try to work smarter on studying over the summer semester. Currently, I'm supposed to be on co-op, but that's still a work in progress. I have an interview tomorrow with a psychiatric hospital, which is a volunteer position of 3 days a week, 8-10 hours a day. I hope I get it. I don't think there is anyone else who wants it, so I should get it... I'm still kinda hoping for Rhode Island Hospital, but I have no idea if they're still gonna hire a second co-op student.
I'm stable and not depressed, but I'm not like happy happy. I don't know. I'm just okay. I'm usually okay. I think I've learned I have some anger issues which I'm working on dealing with. But dancing and knitting group usually make me pretty happy. I'm also trying to make board game nights more regular, which are fun, but just stressful with the providing snacks, cleaning the living room, and being a host and making sure people are enjoying themselves!
And I'm very weird lately about being alone. I constantly want people to talk to... I call my mother when I'm walking from place to place, I try to chat with people online, I'm just terrible at being like "hey, we should catch up!" to friends in real life.
Oh, exciting news! I went to an Augustana concert and it was amazingg!
First day of the year photo walk with my friend, Diana, taking a picture of me in my green tights!